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Where do I start?
It shouldn’t be this hard to write about my daddy who passed away August 28th 2011.

There is so much I want to tell you besides
I love and miss you.
I just can’t find the right words to put on paper.
My mind goes blank.
The anxiety sets…

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I want to say it was a Friday when I met you. Completely by accident, I was with a dear friend under the bleachers on the walkway. She was telling me how I looked earlier that day when the swing I was on broke in midair. We laughed about how…

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As I remain outside working on my writing, sitting on my front steps facing highway 36, I undertake consideration of all the automobiles crossing back and forth.

I glance up from point to present, speculating if you’ve run by, maybe you sought my course without recognizing me remaining.

It’s tough…

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You are from my previous.

We never belonged to, we just hooked up.

I rough, we were buddies.

Why am I granting you to play me in the manner you proceed?

In my former and declaration, you disappeared saying nothing.

I’ve permitted you to infiltrate back every stage.

Indeed, when…

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As I get ready for bed, my mind ponders.

The noise of the vehicles passing on the highway quiets down fading away, letting my mind take over.

I have lived in regret for a long, long time.

Letting the “ONE” get away from not telling him how I felt killed…

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I am turning 21! I was legally the age to travel bars to buy beer. The old woman working the pub understood I was of age then. I was traveling since about 15. She realized I wasn’t she created this notice I laughed! …

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How can I miss someone if I appear not to know them?

It’s strange he is the one and only man who can create my anxiety vanish.

Just by a basic text.

Can draw a laugh to me when I am suffering a terrible day.

The course he advises me…

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I carried out to squat down. The terms would flow out like melted butter on a homemade cookie. I could generate three or four blunt stories in 10 minutes. What’s awry with my commander. I glare at the edges in my diary and phrases run out, but nothing goes together…

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You are a rare find that came into my life.
See, my favorite sea shell is a Sand Dollar, but not the whole ones that people say are rare.
It’s the ones that are broken, I can piece the broken parts together making it the rarest one ever.
Being broken from a…

JulieC.Lara

Went through HELL to become who I am today! Fuck everyone who made me second guess My Worth, because Damn It I am Enough!

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