Guardian angel

I miss you so much.
My heart still feels the pain
Of the heartache, loneliness and a broken soul.
It's not fair that your not here with me .
When I need you the most.
I know I am being selfish.
I am sorry .
The pain of not having my mother
To talk to literally kills me inside.
I feel so empty and alone in this world..
Like I really don't belong here anymore,
But I keep going.
I know that's what you would tell me to do.
I can hear your voice in my head telling me this…