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Our home is just a house
My soul loved you before my heart could skip a beat!
So why did you allow me to get attached?
When you were planning to leave.
You are home to me when I lay my head down. The monsters run when you're home protecting me from the nightmares that are never ending. I get the sleep I need.
My soul loved you before my heart could skip a beat!
Your absence makes our house feel lifeless. There's no life, just emptiness and silence, making it feel abandoned with only me..
I yearn for the days when the sunshine would filter through the blinds. The house was a home where you could feel the love when you walked in.
My soul loved you before my heart could skip a beat!
It is not a lie when I say. It hits the most when my body lays down on those cold sheets.
I always turn and face your side of the bed. It’s empty, as if you were never there. I pray every night that you come back holding your pillow extra tight.
Tears fall from my eyes every night as the memories come to life.
My heart shatters into a million pieces.
I lose my soul, so it searches for yours.
My soul loved you before my heart could skip a beat!
I feel lost and depressed when I do not pray to God, and it makes me stay in bed for weeks. I hope you can understand my pain and come back to make our house feel like a home again, putting the life, love, laughter, and sunlight back as you enter our home once again.
My soul loved you before my heart could skip a beat!