You are from my previous. We never belonged to, we just hooked up. I rough, we were buddies. Why am I granting you to play me in the manner you proceed? In my former and declaration, you disappeared saying nothing. I’ve permitted you to infiltrate back every stage. Indeed, when…

I wish to express something to you, entertain refer to it! If I had a moment to six years to continue, And we determined not to speak anymore I would somehow get a message for you. I crave to acknowledge you for being my hero, maintaining me, because of you…

How can I be in love with my best friend if he is a hoe? Let me go back to the beginning so you can get the whole story. When I was around the age of 16 my little brother made friends with a boy down the street from where…

Lord, Can we talk? Lord, I need to talk to you! How are you doing? I have a question. Do you ever stress? Well, I do! I got some stuff I need to talk to you about and it will not be easy. So if you have time for me, can…

BLESSED I yearn for the answers God selects the most perfect people we know in our lives. Why are some given the chance of staying a day, week, month, year, or maybe even a lifetime here? The tribulations we face, the emptiness we feel, The heartache will never bring anyone…

I write to vent! Who are you to tell me that what I write is not fucking worth reading? I have depression so bad it’s hard some days to get out of bed! You haven’t lived my life! I barely made it out alive, it damn near killed me. Many…

I am so distressed about carrying shite in. They have poisoned my name through slush for poop, I didn’t play. You crave to denounce me for you all’s throwing? The misrepresents that your gate expressed. Individuals evaluating me for shite they heard! Now I am clearing my fucking name. My…

I barely slept It’s like my life is flashing Before my eyes Why this Why now I know when it’s our time Boom we go Life isn’t fair I never knew who I was felt like I didn’t belong Trap in a hell on earth Til I found myself Now your telling me My time is near How can that be I fought so hard To get on my feet To be the new me Finally wanted to experience what the world Has to offer Find my happy ever after Know what it truly feels like to be loved the way I supposed to be Now your trying to take me Before I find that That’s the reason I still here All those times I tried to end my life You wouldn’t allow it Now my days are numbered How can it end this way I don’t even talk to my brother Mom dad and my sister are all up there With you All I have is my kids and My best friend I telling you this is a mistake Since struggle was keeping My head above water I never seen the true colors Laughed as my true self Explored the parts of the world That only few have seen The people who are dear to me That have my heart Need me to stay They been through so much Their going to be incomplete I can’t allow them to feel the pain I did So I am asking you LORD change my time Take it back Not ready to leave My story just started Figure out my best friend Is my soulmate I already told him how I feel Not giving up on that man I told him I would never leave him And I not breaking my promise I’m hardhead don’t know when to quit So all the sudden this cancer going to Kill me No Lord it’s not I am sorry to say My Kids and Best Friend need me So I am going to stay

Photo by Vladislav Muslakov on Unsplash I am DONE! When people use, abuse and take advantage most of your life you get tired. After being treated as if we are dog shit, Our hearts are golden We try to find the good in people, Giving more chances than they deserve. …